Flare-up in My Mind

Hello readers. I miss writing, so I’m writing now. Just to waste my time in Monday night, or maybe not, because I’m writing this post for my soul healing.

May I ask you something guys? Hmmm, what do you think about me? Am I a funny or kind or smart or bright or crazy or bad or nothing or what else? Whatever is that, Just thank you for your estimation.

Let me tell you something. Something that I never said before or maybe I did but I don’t realize. Something that I feeling like flare-up in my mind. … sometimes I like just feel for persons that violate traffic are deserve to be hit, for the lazy beggars are deserve to not to get feeling mercy, for persons that lazy to study are deserve to get bad score, for president is can spontaneously decide to stop monetary or just catch up all of luxury car that use premium gasoline, for persons that disobey with the nation’s rule are deserve to get deportation. And so many thing that horrible for all bad things. Just. Get. Deserve.

And honestly, I’m worry to say or show that, I’m worry if the universe approve those all. Can you imagine if that happens? Wuoo maybe world will be peacefully. Or life in pressure?

I just tired for chaos. For criminalization. For stupidity. For government slow motion. For darkness. 

I know. I’m very know that I’m not a perfect person too. Not perfect at all.  And because of those, for all my state of being not perfect, make me can’t say my flare-up feeling in my mind. So wicked, so hypocritical, so pity, and I’m so sorry for that.

Hahahaha… keep breathing man! Keep alive and move on to try your best for your self, your love, and absolutely for your God.